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“I’m a little used to calling outside your name 
I won’t see you tonight, so I can keep from going insane 
But I don’t know enough, I get some kind of lazy day, hey yeah 
I’ve been fabulous through to find my tattered name 
I’ll be stewed tomorrow if I don’t leave us both the same 
But I don’t know enough, I get some kind of lazy day”

Tired after a long day. Good night world! 

I don’t have many friends, not the living, breathing sort at any rate. And I don’t mean that in a sad and lonely way; I’m just not the type of person who accumulates friends or enjoys crowds. I’m good with words, but not spoken kind; I’ve often thought what a marvelous thing it would be if I could only conduct relationships on paper. And I suppose, in a sense, that’s what I do, for I’ve hundreds of the other sort, the friends contained within bindings, pages after glorious pages of ink, stories that unfold the same way every time but never lose their joy, that take me by the hand and lead me through doorways into worlds of great terror and rapturous delight. Exciting, worthy, reliable companions—full of wise counsel, some of them—but sadly ill-equipped to offer the use of a spare bedroom for a month or two.

Kate Morton (via black-wolves)

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I will refrain from writing here and move to a more mysterious, self-fulling haven where I have the freedom of will to speculate on life and whatever I feel at easy to talk about . I won’t be leaving this place derelict though. My guess is that photo-blogging might be better for such blogging type as this and its instantaneity doesn’t suit me anymore. I will be better off maintaining this a so-called picture blogs. 

Adios ! 

I’ve broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track

You’re a falling star, You’re the get away car.
You’re the line in the sand when I go too far.
You’re the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you’re the perfect thing to say.



Yo

I settled down. Yes finally. And I could spend a little time writing a quick update on how I have been doing currently. Things have been perfectly fine except for the fact that I jetlagged even a week after I arrived on campus. Summer was intense, beautiful, eventful, odd, unexpected, you name it. That I don’t want to prolong this summer and retain these moments of euphoria for a while would be blatantly a lie. So I admit having encountered a bit of nostalgia mixed with a subtle sense of boredom, and a complete situation of downright despondency  as soon as I got back to the good O’ville. Anyways, I ended up steering myself back on academic track with endless concerns to worry about. Positivity is what I need right now.  

So the bottom line is I’m doing fine I guess. I hope you all are doing fine too whether accustoming yourself to an entirely new environment or temporarily leaving summer behind for another fruitful year. Be sure that I will always be thinking of you, even in my very subconsciousness. 

I won’t be able to write much anytime soon in exchange for the amount of writing I have to take care of for different courses. So later !   

My room in the background xD

 

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I am the way
I am the light
I am the dark inside the night
I hear your hopes
I feel your dreams
And in the dark
I hear your screams
Don’t turn away
Just take my hand
And when you make your final stand
I’ll be right there
I’ll never leave
All I ask of you
Believe

Not much time left in here

It just dawned on me 

Think that I should go to sleep and immerse in my old favorite song

“If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?”

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I may drive you into extremity. I may break your hearts. I don't know what's even a life of expectations. I put no stringent standards on myself. And above all I'm always kidding with whatever bad things that stomp on me.